few days back wednesday..

i worked opening.

cath was doing her dday.

i was so damn fcuking busy.

n yet she can peacefully sit inside doing her schedule nv help out.

i freak out lor.

even my crews are asking me y she nv help.

i said dont care lahh.

she dont wana help den dont help lor.

靠自己，不要靠别人。

im really tired lor!

she is the WORST 1st asst i ever worked with!

she still got the face to ask me to eat tgt aft 2pm.

i rejected as i said im letting jemica go break instead.

ended up she n robert went over to OC BK.

junaina called me.

i told her aft they left call me.

coz i wana go there to look for junaina n nina.

aft they left..

i went over.

i vent my anger n repeated the story to them alot alot of times.

junaina was telling me faridah start her dday at2pm.

but only managed to start doing her schedule at 8pm.

my 1st asst?!?!

wat a world is this~~!!!

was talking to vana while waiting for junaina finish work.

wat can we talk?

of coz abt mcd only lor.

haas!

we talked abt the past n now.

the differences.

the good n bad.

alot alot.

hmm..

from our conversation.

think he's a good 1st asst to work with.

at the end of the day.

yq noes im damn angry tat day.

jemica told him.

den he actually sms me asking wat happen so on n so froth.

its really good to talk to someone.

i really felt much better aft letting out my anger again n again.

(:

the one tat im looking for to vent my anger at.

the one tat im looking for to share my prob with.

he no longer the one i expected anymore le.

ppl ard us last time says he's tat kind of person.

i keep on telling myself he's not.

he's a nice friend.

when in prob just look for him.

he'll help as much as he can.

he'll advice wat are the dos n donts.

n actually tats wat he promised.

i dont noe y.

i dont noe wat happened.

perhaps he's really like tat de?

or i rely on him too much last time?

all i want is..

to find the one working the same line as me.

so tat when anything or wat happen..

there's someone i can consult.

there's someone to advise me.

i had said this alot alot of times le.

but always history will happen.

its like a cycle repeating again n again n again.

im real tired of this le.

can it stop repeating?